RUIN ME, PLEASE

Part 9: Mother F*cker

If I cannot return from this loss of innocence, let me return to that place where fantasy and reality meet. Because it is THIS place, this precise place, where the pain lives. And where the pain lives the pleasure can arise, if only, if only, if only…well. If only, in this case, in real life, men knew how to make love to the reality of an aging female b…